I just watched an Episode of a show, i'm a little embarrassed to like, called Weeds. McCord got me into it. I told him that's the dumbest crap i'd ever seen when i caught him watching it, and now i like it. I am ashamed. LOL! Anyway, i watched Nancy, give birth to her mafia mayor baby boy, and they're so..at peace for a moment, while dad holds him, and baby smiles up at him, and i just completely watered up. And, yes, i do this quite often now. Thinking of when i can hold my Xander, and when i get to hold him. I'm just too excited. I want it to come soon! But, it will. i'm also, getting anxious, because i swear to all the angels above, that it's going so much faster than i thought! WOOT! I don't know, if i'll be all the way ready! This has got to be one of the most weird types of Eustress any woman feels. Excitement for the child on the way, but stressed because of it. OH man! Anyways, i was told by a certain someone who's name i'll not mention (*Clears throat*) PAM! that my hair cut makes me look like a mom.
Well, i absolutely HATE my hair! I wish it'd just grow already! i've been contemplating extensions, but, i think that i'll wait until Christmas and give that special gift to myself. :)
(*Sudden realization*)
Wait, i'll get to buy someone stuff for Christmas! Other than McCord! Oh Goody! His first Christmas and he'll be about 2 months! that's gonna be cute. yes...i'm finally getting into the chrismas spirit!
No actually i can't wait for chrismas year round, however, I can't EVER think of things to get for McCord! I need help! Actually no one knows him better so help may not be the best thing. I just need to get creative. :)
Okay. Well, seeing as how i'm out of coke, i'll Go get me some, and then finish weeds! :)
Oh man. it smells like matches in here. Hmm...MCCORD?! Are you lighting your little firecrackers again!
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