My photography.

Okay, first of all, i get way ahead of myself. I try super hard to please any and everyone, but the truth is, is I love my family. And, they're my number 1 priority. so, please, please, don't take it the wrong way, if I've said, YES! Let's schedule a shoot, and then, i become really engulfed in Xander. Some days, i get paranoid, thinking, is he breathing funny, should I watch him closer? Should I just take him to the doctor, and then other days, I'm like, oh my gosh, I need a break! I love that little guy more than anything else in the world, but...there are days i hold him MUCH less than i really should.

Anyway, my point is, I intend good things....sometimes, I just can't get to it Right away.

Which brings me to my next point. I'm friends with someone, who i'm incredibly impressed with how much she can get done, and makes me feel so lazy. She...(Won't be mentioning actual names) has a daughter, who by the way, is gorgeous, and i can't stand how she's always so wonderfully happy...(makes you just smile and think of all the things you should be grateful for) and she is Special needs. Special needs, medically fragile, etc. So, therefore, she needs, quite a few medical procedures done. And, this woman is a preschool teacher, to around, 60 kids? (Is that right?) and, I know that of all the preschools in Utah, this one, has a hell of a woman supervising, and making lives hell, and there is a super strict curriculum, and everything, AND, she's married, so she has a husband she needs to give attention to, because let's not forget how much relationships actually take to work, and then, she also, has a house, she's selling, and honestly, when I'm trying to sell my CONTRACT to an apt, i get stressed, and then she's an incredible friend, blogging and FB'ing away, and keeping in touch,

AND, i can't even...begin to think how...stressed i'd be with all that on my plate. Can i just say, God gives us...as much as we can handle, and he's right there beside us, helping us through it. We may not think about it at times...but can you believe how much we've been through, and made it? he's probably the one to thank about that. holy shit there is so much where i'm like, oh, this is it, this is what's going take me away from this earth...and then, miraculously, i make it. I can't tell you how many times i try and thank God, but i know it's just enough to be doing good deeds, and making the world go round.
Which, by the way, THANK YOU GOD, for helping me FINALLY find a car?

Love it. Wish it was like, black, silver, or even...red for that matter, but it's this, tacky yellow gold. Oh well, good thing the thing runs, well, and we brought the seller down,  $700! So...we're awesome. :)

AND, I've ordered business cards! WOOO! Go me!
Thats enough for tonight...gotta get editing pictures. :)))