The Momens and Actions that define Where we go in life.

Here's an update. My life, has taken a dramatic turn. Everything was going so great, then, Xander came out into the world. Don't read that wrong. I love him so much, i'd do anything for him, and he isn't a regret whatsoever. It's just that after he was born, things seemed to go down. 1st, my job at crest, somehow, wasn't secure. I wasn't scheduled anymore. So, i lost a job. I'm still technically on the payroll, but, i have no shifts. What the hell is that. 2nd, When i came back to work, the teacher in the morning, decided, she'd make my life a living hell. Thanks. there are so many things i want to say, and it just..kills me, that she's in the position she's in. Well, that's my ranting. Here's me moving on.

I'm starting another job in the district, and it's going to be with Pam. I'll update when i find out, exactly what the job is. I have an idea..but you know. I'd like more details. :) Anyway, so we're going to see how that goes. If, it comes out to be, that i hate this job, i'll continue my search for another job. I have a couple leads on jobs, and i'll get to those, if i hate this job. However, if i like it, so be it.

So, I'd really like to keep track of a couple things. The people i've been able to trust and talk to during this whole ordeal, have really showed me that, I'm cared about. And thank goodness for that. I can't stand wondering if people care. And all along, i've cared about these people as well. BUT, i have a thing with emotions, i don't always show them. well, a few of you have had the opportunity to see, they've been showing quite often lately. Which is fine. I really should work on expressing more emotions. Well, expressing more than just anger, which, i think i'm doing a good job at. The last few months of my pregnancy up to now, i've done good.

Now, onto the people that have helped me so much in the last 2 or so months.
Pamela Colson. You're always there, with honest advice. thanks so much!
Alisha Peters. You're such a great woman, and I love talking to you!
Beth Hardman. Best..Landlord...EVER! Seriously. Love being able to get close to you and your family.
Kris Handrahan. We've known each other for years, and have just barely started to talk and get to know each other. I love it. I think you're one of the sweetest women ever.
Raquel. Come to think of it. I don't think i know your last name. But, you're such a nice woman, and so great to talk to. I loved working with you.
Brenda hanks. You're the best. I hope you and I can get to know each other better,because boy do i enjoy your company!
Mccord. Oh man. he deals with the brute of it. he comes home, and is nothing but the best husband. He always listens to me, and is by my side. I'm so grateful for him.
If i haven't mentioned you, i'm probably just spacing it. I'm grateful for everyone who listens to me babble :)

Now...on to eat some banana bread.