Xander is Almost here!

I've had quite a few people tell me, oh wow, "Oh you're ready to pop!" or "You're carrying low!" or, "You're baby is ready to come because he's dropped." And, i gotta say, it's making me anxious. I mean, ignore the fact that i've had this baby in me for 37 weeks now, but when people say things like that, it makes me want to go into labor faster, and i'm just beyond ready! Am i selfish for saying I hope Xander doesn't wait for 3 weeks to get here? I'm seriously like telling people, you know, if he is over just 1 day i'm going to cry. Because, I believe i will. I don't want him late. I want him early. HEALTHY...but early. :) i'm just so impatient. Also, AHH! Guess what! i'm moving this week. So my mom says, oh this is nesting. i'm like, no..this is moving. But at the same time i'm like, uh, is it? But I'm moving, to Beth's little APT connected to her house in North East Orem. :) I'm STOKED! It's going to be so great. We will also have our own washer and dryer. (No we haven't gotten as far as to go and get one yet...but...we're getting there) And i'm So excited about that! I am glad. (Pathetic much?) Well, so McCord and I have this plan, of okay, this is what we are doing for the next year, and if everything works out, We may try and buy our own house in a year. And that's something  I really want. Sure it makes me nervous...For the past..oh 7 years, i've been moving like a turtle who can't find a good shell, but so I've gotten used to it, and I've gotta say, i love moving! it's so...refreshing, it's a new start, it's a great feeling once you're all moved in, etc. And! Beth, being the most awesome lady, is basically letting us feel like, this is our place. She's letting us PAINT! HOLY Crap! I can't wait. I'll get to do all that! I mean, every where i can remember living, we haven't been allowed to personalize it much at all. No paint, no wallpaper, no nails in the wall to hold or hang things you like..etc. It's insane. I maybe wish when i was little that my mom would have tried to move us into a house, and then I could have painted my room! That would have been sweet. So i feel like, well if i get to paint Xanders room, then I just feel like, he's going to be happier looking at more than white walls. I've gotten so many friends, and I've decided, I'm better at watching my mouth and stuff now...so, I'm excited I've got soo many people to help support me through my pregnancy, but Pam, said, once you give birth, it'll be all over, and I'm like, so..no one will care about me? :( Sad! I know that's not the case, just FYI, I was just like, initially feeling that way when i thought about what she said. Okay, i'm bored with typing. TTYL!